I Will Promise You

Friday, October 31, 2008 @ 1:03 PM

i guess this is the very last tym i use my grandma hse de com & blog bahs .

moving to my mother hse dis monday . FRENS , IF YOU HAVE MY GRANDMA HSE NUMBER , PLS PLS PLS , DUN CALL IF YOU ARE FINDING ME UGENTLY , CONTACT ME TRHOUGH MY HP OR MY MUM'S HSE NUMBER (IF YOU HAVE) THANKS ! ! !

i'm nort gonna say much , but juz feel da it has been a fun week for me , nxt week , morn PM , i pray that my mother can allow me to go out so early . cos i really want to serve & during Asia conference , i oso pray that my mother allow me to go down to serve , as i'm nort gonna to work on that week . cos serving God is alot alot mre impt that working & earn money .

i got so many prayer request .

wei shan WILL get water baptise at 15 NOV 2008 , by faith i knw she can get baptise !
i hope that my mother allows me to go serve God on the sat i need to serve & allow me to go out early as i wanted to help out in the support .
next week Morning Prayer Meeting , i pray that my mother allows me to go out of the house early .
Asia Conference , i PRAY , i really PRAY that i'm able to serve those days , i Pray that my mother allos me to go serve & my boss allow me not to work on those days .
i Pray that my N levels results will be a Good result .
i Pray that Bias heart will get heal .
i Pray that my mother & grandma will have good relationship .

i have a number of Prayer request .

i juz hope dis sat as i serve , pls dun cum look fer me or even talk to me , cos i dun want to see ur face , NOT AT ALL !

Tuesday, October 28, 2008 @ 2:35 PM

HAPPY BDAY TO

26OCT-HAO YI !

way too many babies born on oct !

sat- got quite a last min call frm hoon to go down to PS to mit the cg ! so shan , elene , kw , me & one fren went down to eat & shop . & at there den i found out that cotton on shirt are very very nice (: (vanesssa eu cant shop anymre) i dunno why , i feel lyk shopping again (:

oh my goodness , kw tell us the very very last min that its hao's bday . thank God that we got mit . so we went to but presents of hao (: the shirt so so suits his style (:

den i went to buy a gift for joyce , its oso very last min , & shan bring us shop all ard PS cos she wanna buy smth for her fren , but she took a long long long tym . oct & june can really make my pocket grow a super big hole ....

got to go down to mit the usher team , i tot i was LATE . so i rush rush & rush . end upp , NO one was there . lols . so i saw joyce & pass her the present den end upp got caught by her to take foto . hais , i dunno why my foto always lost ders . take foto untill i quite scare lers .

saw andy , den i call upp some ppl frm the team to gather . end upp onli four ppl plus the team leader . hais . i got to plan my tyming for asia con & morn PM . but the cg nvr tell me dey going which one . how to plan ?!

My ANGEL gave me smth (: anw i knw who's my angel lers . cos the way he go things its way too obvious . or maybe i'm clever ?! (:

den i got to bless my mortal . i oso dunno wat to do . so i juz anyhow do (: everywhere i go , i'll sure think of my mortal . be my mortal good rite ?! (:

sun-suppose to hav BS frm weishan . den end upp i dunno why she cannot give , i think i going mass class or i ask dorigo to give me.

so i went to xiu's hse wit hoon to learn guitar (: yes i learn alot (:

aft that me & hoon go amk hub , we went to disturb Alvin Goh & Sean . cos dey are working there (: and and i saw a super nice shoes . i think its tym fer me to buy smth for myself (:

GUESS WHAT ?!

MY PARENTS GAVE ME A BRAND NEW HP ! ! !

W595 !

i REALLY THANK GOD FOR THIS NEW PHONE (:

mon-mron went to fellowship wit Agens . so long nva fellowship wit her lers .

aft that hoon came to my mummy hse . den she go PS to watch movie wit Xiu . i dun lyk to watch movie . so i go find them aft their movie . & we shop ard ard & ard . hahas . deni talk to siew peng on the fone for 2hrs (: she broke my record .

she added that , 'HE' already knws that i admire him , cos 'HE' went to ask her . HOW ?! WHAT TO DO NOW ?! i'm sure i'll get couselling frm jo .

Friday, October 24, 2008 @ 2:36 PM

HAPPY BDAY TO

21st oct - JOYCE

23rd-lim yen

lots of oct babies (:

lazy to blog nowadays , hahas .

tues- was the day i was LOOKING for job all the way . frm morn i went to raffles , those tall tall buildings . the very first tym i got to 55th story . whoa , its super SCRAY ! i almost fainted . den went to mit wai loon & ken ji to hunt jobs at woodlands but nothing was found cos of my AGE ! stupid ! . the superdog company called me upp & ask me to work . i was quite tired of finding job bcos of my age , so i juz went there wit wai loon . stupid . frm superdog we go to thai express . nono . NO thai express . hahas . den by the tym i reach home . my legs are tired . wai loon gave me a number to call . its telemarketing at toa payoh . but its evenings , muz start work asap . so i prayed . i really pray . but God didnt disppoint me (: i got that job &&&&& its alot alot alot better than wat i found but i cant work . YES ! ! God is GOOD ! so i start to work on tues . my goodness , i'm already very tired but i still got to work , so i rush down to tpy . end upp . I'M LOST ! so i quickly call Amira for help . she oso dunno where . but she ruch down frm woodlands to tpy to find me . we look ard & ard . find here & there . end upp . i got no tym so we took a cab there . den we found out that its juz RIGHT beside AMIRA HOUSE ! ! ! ARGGH ! Amira eu GOOD ! hahas . its quite a good pay lahs . cos i'm SLACKING THERE (: got scolded by an aunt . stupid . anw telemarketers ALWAYS get scolded .(:

wed-yes , nort working cos of CGM ! i love CGM . word of God . & before CGM , me , hoon , rita & xiu hui went to see JY at his hse , cos he was SICK frm NS . hahas . funny i juz LOVE his hair . the touching sensation . WOOH ! i LOVE it ! thanks jy fer letting me 'play' wit ur hair (:

CGM was lyk PM ! & xiu hui promise me & hoon to teach us guitar (: yeah . i long waited for this . aft CGM some of us went for fellowship . jo hse de coffeshop food are very very very NICE (: & guess wat , the cg played A & M . my M its so so diffcult ! aft eating , me , hoon & wei shan went back home tgt . i go to shan hse first cos i wanna help her wit her troublesome boss !

thurs-early in the morn , went to bank & help shan do things . her super troublesome boss nvr rite the thingy properly . i wonder the boss got do bank translation before anot luhs . den mit upp hoon & her sista to eat lunch & go buy stuffs for my M . cos later i'm miting my M . den go hoon hse & wrap present for him & slack for awhile den go jy hse & take guitar for hoon . den went to amk to take things frm rita & shakinah . den we go down to woodlands & mit my M . i dunno why the fren keep laughing , very funny mehs ?! DOTZ ! !

hais , its all keefe . force me to say those things that happen long long long tym ago . i gonna be super MALU ! keefe i'll rmb it . thank you lehs .

den i went down to wrk again . i lost my way again . but thank God i got Amira again . (:

work till half way , its tym to slack , i pranks some ppl & dey belive . expectally the SNOOPY ! super funny lahs . & its tym for me to get back to real work ! hahas . on my way back home . shakinah called me , stupid , she lie that her BF die . funny izzit ?! i dun lyk it luhs .

no matter where you have gone ,

its mean You are GONE !

Monday, October 20, 2008 @ 12:54 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO

BRENDA - 18th oct

WEI SHAN , JASLYN & RICKSON - 19th oct (:

very long nvr post (: hahas . 17th & 18th was my most busy day .

17th , got to go to ITE early in the morning to see whether i can get into the traineeship . but den i found out its super useless . cos the vac was so so little . aft that i wanted to go find brenda cos it her bday but den its way to far frm my area & if i went there its tym for her to go home :( sorry gal ! went to eat lunch wit vel , rong& syakir den i go down to serve at jw (the edge) . meant a new fren . jeff (: we both serve at the same area . hahas . i juz love the edge cos its really nort the same as the normal svc but i love the music . juz lyk war (: my cg was late ! nvm .

aft the edge . i wanted to go back home wit my cg , but i was serving external so got to help out luhs . my cg went home first & i was serving ! serve serve till super tired ! wanted to go home & rest cos the next day still nid to serve . but i went to fellowship wit W464 (: YAY ! & took the last train home :( reach home ard 1a.m

18th , i was late for PM ! but i didnt serve cos i nid to go find nattatpat & my gang ! i saw my girlfriends at amk mrt (: luckly dey saw me . cos dey dunno how to take mrt to changi . hahas . i drop at expo & dey go changi . i report den i rush to changi & meet em . anw in was qute angry cos of someone ho agreed to go wit us & end up didnt cum along . anw i'm USED TO IT ! i dun depend on the PERSON ! thanks nattapat fot the treat , eu always nva fail to treat us ! most of us almost cried . but i hold on to my tears & cry out to God during svc . i really thank God for eu (: take cares nattapat .

that tym serving was at bravo . i came back during sermon so i helped out on the offerings only .

aft svc the cg celebrate WEI SHAN'S BDAY (: hahas . super funny . i saw tryin g to help them block the balloon & pass the cake over here & there (: aft that i had a hard tym clearing bravo . i clear untill my hands are super tired . so i went fellowship wit the cg at expo . den me & dorigo pei wei shan go changi to find her balloon den took the last train home . two days of last train !

yes now i'm hurting for jobs . cos i cannot stay at home doing nothing . i'll die faster (:

i love the dream ,

i dream abt me & you ,

we saw each other at the very FIRST place we knw each other ,

i thank God for the dream <3

Wednesday, October 15, 2008 @ 2:44 PM

i just love this two song (:

if anyone has this songs , do send it to me (:

I'm not looking for someone to talk toI've got my friend, I'm more than O.K.I've got more than a girl could wish forI live my dreams but it's not all they say

Still I believe (I'm missing) I'm missing something realI need someone who really sees me...(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymoreStill believing you'll walk through my doorAll I need is to know it's for sureThen I'll give... all the love in the worldI've often wondered if love's an illusionJust to get you through the loneliest daysI can't criticize itI have no hestitaionMy imagination just stole me away(Still...) Still I believe(I'm missing) I'm missing something realI need someone who really sees me...(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymoreStill believing you'll walk through my doorAll I need is to know it's for sureThen I'll give... all the love in the worldLove's for a lifetime not for a momentSo how could I throw it awayYeah I'm only humanAnd nights grow colderWith no-one to love me that wayYeah I need someone who really sees me...(Don't wanna wake...) And i won't wake up alone anymoreStill believing you'll walk through my doorYou'll reach for me and I'll know it's for sureThen I'll give all the love in the world(Don't wanna wake up alone anymore...)

@ 2:34 PM

damn piss-off !

wth so many things are juz lyk going over me . i shouldn't have gone for pm ytd . i had nva scold a church ppl liddat before . he is the very first one . damn irritating person . ytd aft the thingy . bf called me upp . was talking to bf & ron abt it . thanks guys (: i really thank God for eu both . ytd can say it was my WORST DAY ! dun say any mre . how much i wish D & LT was by my side . if i have a chance to choose . i will choose my cell & conect to D & LT . dey are the only leader . i regret that went dey are wit me . i didnt really spend my thoughts wit em .

13th of oct ,

HAPPY BDAY to JANE & BEVIS (:

14th of oct ,

HAPPY BDAY TO BIAS BF <3

i just wonder ,

WHERE YOU ARE ?!

Thursday, October 9, 2008 @ 5:13 PM

HAPPY BRITHDAY MUMMY (:(:(:(:

today's D&T paper was quite EASY ! i really want to thank God for everything that he's with me , by my side through out the exams (: & those ppl who have been praying for me . i got faith that i can get 4points (: hahas . &

I' M FREE OF EXAMS (:

yes . NO MORE EXAMS . how happy i'm hahas .

aft the exams . i got to go find CW mei to see if i can help . but as long as the ppl nva say anything abt me den i'm alrights wit it . i pull jane over to me so that she wont get any trouble by them . anw . we shouldnt care abt those ppl . aft the thingy . rita & vel pei me wait for mr ho . wth . he's super long . make me go call him . den those things he say lyk . . . dun say lers . watse my tym . rita when home & i accompany vel to hougang . vel i juz wanna tell eu that , dun be to upsad . ur dad its ALWAYS by ur side wit eu (:

JIA YONG , eu go NS lers . i'll be super sian . wat eu promise me muz rmb to do it . we'll wait for eu to come out ders (:

vanessa is hunting for job (: intro pls .

my very last place where you can be found ,

yet i'm leaving there ,

say that you love me ?!

would you ?!

@ 2:07 PM

didnt go blogging ytd so suppose to write abt ytd & today (:

ytd was talking to bf abt my stuffs . crying super hard . thanks BF (: ily alrights ?!

early in the morn got a call frm Rong telling me to wake upp last min & faster prepare to go for the interview frm the job but the person who introduce us the job was a church worker (: me & jov was way to young for the job :( Hoon still can make it for some other jobs but Rong cmf can make it cos of her age (: how i wish i was 18nw ! on my way to amk mrt station , shit i came across a uncle wanting money , whoa dis is the very first tym & i'm rushing off luhs . super scary . i juz give him the money but nort alot . the passer-by looked at me , he knw i needed help but he juz walk away . stupid . at that tym , i feel lyk crying , but den Fos call me & ask me where i'm . i told him wat happen . thank you fos for comforting me (:

i reach amk mrt lers still got to wait for rong , hoon & jov cos dey are LATE ! fos & benny has aldy reach yishun mrt & dey are waiting fer us . benny intro the blogging job for me & jov ! for hoon , rong & fos he ask them to go the shop itself & interview .

when we all reach there lers . at first dey aldy say ask hoon & rong to go in first ders but den out of sudden dey dun want to go in & fos go in for the interview first , aft his interview he came out jumping ard & the boss was nort very happy abt it . den wait till rong & hoon go for the interview , the boss told em that he dun lyk fos jumping here & there . we den only found out that the job onli can allow 18 & above to work . so hoon is out & left rong luhs . while the boss was interviewing rong , fos when to kfc & waited for us & the three of us went ard MS to see any job for us anot . end up we landed at pizza hut , the very FIRST interview in my life . at pizza hut but den the lady wants to hired me but end upp i dun want cos nid to go for the course , pls , dun waste my time . so me & hoon decided nort to work . but we gonna try the sales job which rong has worked before ders (:

aft the interview for here & there we went to KFC & had our lunch . guess jov was shouting super loud & i think abt 6hongsters was looking at us . they worte one of their number at the tissus paper & left it at the table where i'm seated , jov go take the number down & den she call the person & ask who number dey want . end up dey want jov's number & its the grey colour jacket guy .i dunno wat happen den end upp all quarrel . as long as dey didnt scold me . i'm fine wit it .

aft the stupid thingy . rong accompany me to mit my usher frens , actually hoon oso got follow ders but den end upp nvr go , anw i'm use to it lers . if rong nvr pei my go , i oso dun go ders . thanks rong , dey wwne to eat first & den go mind cafe . the hongster call me & rong . hahas rong step one ang-mo & say i dunno eu . lols . liddat oso can ?!

dey when to minds cafe & play games . its ladies night poor andy , got to pay (: and he's the onli guy . rong njoy herself too (: good . i dint knw got so many board games untill ytd , i shld had go there earlier on cos i can do my D&T project there (: its super high , the worst game was ugly ugly . siew peng was going insane & her finger nails was long , cut very deep inside my finger , anw i lyk the cut (: i love the game taboo hahas . i get the chance to hit rong (: nxt tym muz ask panda & my hang-outs to go there & i bet , we'll be super crazy wit the game (: took some pics but den today most of the pic got andy . he took my camera & zilian himself . lols . on my way back home at amk , i saw him , his eyes was looking at me wanting me to turn & say hi to him , i was waiting for him to call me & end upp he didnt .

later got to go interview again , sian tmr D&T exams . i dun want study lahs . cgm later & its the very last one wit jy . got to go cgm & support him (: rong , how much i hope that eu can join me (:

finally ,

i realise ,

how far you go ,

i was wondering ,

where you are ?!