since its over den i dun want to say that much . thanks liting & rita fer accompanying me . . . . yet i'm still disappointed by some ppl . anw i'm used to Your disappointments . . . lots of ppl say i'm stupid for nort telling eu my feelings . . . is this called frens ?!
the court case has come to an end . a big thank you for those who had been praying for me . the ending will be a God's will .
i dunno bow i feel now . although its has came to an end . but i feel there's more . i feel that the greater fear is cuming . because smth in my heart tells me . how does it feel lyk when you are forced by your parents to break smth which has got feelings in ur heart ?!
seriously i dunno . can someone tell me ?!
GOSH . . . i'm very tired .
i wasnt the one who started to say You first . and why must You do those things ?! yes i did say you changed but i didnt say You bully her . please . dun listen to what the CL say lahs . do You know HOW MUCH YOU HURT ME ?! you never know . Yes , i DON'T TURST you ANYMORE . but have you ever wonder why ?! because you are full of lies . how can i trust someone who is full of LIES ?! go & think about it . since sec 1 you are a sweet gal . den now abt now ?! since you change i also had change my point of looking of you .
Monday, November 24, 2008 @ 3:34 PM
its the end of Asia Conference (: so far so good . . . .
each day i've been serving except fri the two morn session cos i was way too tired . . . . ytd i slept abt 1.30am den today i wake upp ard 2p.m . mean i slp fer 12HOURS . pig lahs . actually i wanted to slp more but my mother wake me upp .
ytd the very last AC was super fun (: i gone crazy wit my usher frens & aft that i was super high wit my cg .
took lots of fotos . (i'll upload real soonnnnnnnnnn)
i love ballons but i dun lyk to hear the sound of the ballon bursting . ytd really made me remind of my classmates who use to make balloons & scared us . hahas .
&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& FINALLY i can serve DELTA . . . for the musical . (:
&&&&&&&&&&&&& i found out that wat i serve mean henrietta oso got serve tgt wit me (: hahas . POWER .
i love benny hinn's svc . he's really a real man of God .
and through dis AC i knw lots of new frens & learn lots of new things .
thanks ppl for teaching me & pei me .
the smell of it is cuming .
i way eu gimme ur tym was the tym i love the MOST .
and sorry junjie . i make spoil ur camera . :(
Friday, November 21, 2008 @ 9:41 AM
TIRED . . . TIRED . . . . &&&&& TIRED . . .
guess i'm falling sick real soon . . . nvm . i love serving God . lols (:
ytd i almost fainted . i'm way to tired . hahas . thank God that i took a cab home wit ken & his two frens . the tym was lyk super late & i'm very tired . but i got lots of fun distubing ken (:
THREE MORE DAYS TO GO ! ! ! !
HANG ON ! ! !
today suppose to report to serve at 7.30am but . . . sorries . i'm going to fall sick real soon . so i didnt go for morn svc :(
sad lehs . cos each & every svc , the word of God is so so so powerful . . .
jiayous (:
the very first day i saw him (: cos You didnt change frm the start i knw You (:
GOD BLESS MANY MANY ! ! ! !
i gonna stay strong on 25/11/08 . . .
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 @ 9:50 AM
Today its the Start of ASIA CONFERENCE (:
Grad nite was real GOOD . . . .got so so much fun man . rita got sa-bo by me & vel for the MOST 'polite' gal in the skool (: hahas . she almost kill me .rita i knw eu 'lang jin hou' dun nid to take revenge (: and BF , eu wear lyk a GIRL ! ! !
photos will upload soon (:
I'M NOT WORKING . that's was quite a stupid job . anw . i gonna stay at home & be tai tai .
ONE MORE MONTH TO N LEVELS RESULTS !!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOSH . i'm so anxious abt it . okok must relax .
aft the grad nite , rong bought me some' drink' . actually its quite nice lahs & i'm nort suppose to drink . when i woke upp in the morn . my head was quite pain .
wanted to go watch movie in a grp but den its ends way toooooo late . so onli me , syakir & alvin .
the show was 'THE COFFIN'
i tot its was a scary show . but den . . . its jus the sound effect hahas .
whoooooo . aft the movie . we wanted to go pub to find vel . but den i cant cos its too late . so the two guys went to find her & i went back home .
time check , 1.30A.M . . .
so late . and by the tym i prepare to go to bed was 3am .
super tired (:
today serving bravo . . . jiayous (:
Monday, November 17, 2008 @ 11:17 AM
freak out . . .ytd i was quite happy doing the support . untill . . . .
ALL i need was RESPECT . and do YOU think that its funny to say OUT LOUD ppl's privacy ?! its nort nice . you had say it to lots of ppl . ytd You SHOUT it OUT LOUD . and now its a secrect become smth to SPREAD . i really wanted to put a STOP in H & M the stupid spreading . but den You keep on reminding me . CAN YOU PLEASE STOP ?! bite you . its enough . i feel lyk shouting at You but You are older den me , i respected You , but wat had You give me back ?! STOP IT LAHS .
WHO I'M IN THY EYES OF YOURS ?!
waiting for GRAD tonight . . . (:
Sunday, November 16, 2008 @ 11:07 AM
i juz realise that i mixed upp WRONG bday .
Elvin Lim -10nov .
mean i got FOUR frens same bday on this date (:
ytd was fun (: i nva had go expo so so so early at sat . i reach abt 10.30am to do support . hahas funny . i was quite tired but den its long long long tym once so i'm okies wit it .
i wanted to go & mit my cg to eat lunch but den out if sudden Jen gimme an impt task cos nort enough ppl . i feel so BLESS cos most of the usher i knw . . dey must be serving in the ministry for quite a while den can take the walky doc , funny . . . ytd i use it . honestly i was VERRY VERY shock ! ! ! cos i didnt knw got so so many diff words to say , hahas THANKS HENRIETTA FOR TEACHING (: its fun . lols .
super tired & hungry . but thank God that i ask keefe to help me buy tohua (: its fills my stomach .
i dun mind serving external again (: &&&&& i GOT MY USHER PLASTIC TAG (: looked , how happy i'm (:
i juz realise that my skool website its quite useless . cos i wanted to find the prom nite place but i cant . i muz go rite an report (:
WAITING FOR ASIA CONFERENCE & PROM NIGHT ! ! ! ! !
TMR , , will be PROM !
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