I Will Promise You

Monday, June 29, 2009 @ 7:27 PM

FINALLY
100 QUESTION QUIZ
1. Are you single or attached ?
Single
2.How old are you ?
16++
3.Do you have a person you like ?
idk .
4.What is the person name that you are in love with ?
(:
5.If the person you love & your mother drop into the sea, who will you save first ?
the person i love, because pst say that by God Faith that someone will save my mother (:
6.Have you ever hug someone before ?
yeah .
7.Do you love your parents ?
yeah .
8.Will you hug the person you love ?
yeah .
9.Are you willing to do anything for you love ?
yeah . its depends .
10.Are you jealous now ?
no .
11.Who is the last person that msg you ? What is the msg ?
Kang Wei , damn long , abt cellgrp .
12.Who is your Clique ?
Sec-boyyfren , panda , chin , hoon , rita , rong , vel , stella , amira
ITE-SL , Ali , Cherie , Lina , Leonie , Jerr , JM , Bryan , Sam .

13.Do you want a baby in the future ?
maybe ?
14.You prefer Mac , KFC , LJS , BK or Coffee shop ?
coffee shop, actually its depends.
15.Do you sniff glue ?
no.
16.Do you smoke ?
quited .
17.If your boyfriend is a two-timer, what will you do ?
ask him why .
18.If you found out that you got disease, what will you do ?
pray abt it .
19.Which cca are you in now ?
Drama , Student Ambassador , AFS club .
20.If you are rich, what will you do ?
donate & shop .
21.If the one you are in love with held your hand, what will you do ?
i'll rmb with the rest of my life .
22.If the one you love rejected you, what will you do ?
sad .
23.What is your fav cartoon character ?
tigger , hello kitty .
24.What is your personality ?
me , thats me .
25.Friendship or love ?
both .
26.Cookie monster or elmo ?
none.
27.Are you using laptop or com ?
com.
28.When is your bday ?
22nd dec
29.Who is your idol ?
jolin.
30.Who do you wish to marry ?
him.
31.Do you like lollipop ?
yeah.
32.Do you own a diary ?
yes.
33.Who/What are you scare of ?
insects .
34.Who is your first Crush ?
CYY . (only close friends know him)
35.If your face is destroyed, are you still happy ?
if only the one i love is still with me .
36.Happy, Stress,Lonely or Moody ?
Moody.
37.What is the BIGGEST thing that you are afraid of ?
heartache.
38.If you are going to die, who will you think of first ?
family.
39.If you are kidnapped, who will you call first to rescue you ?
police .
40.Who do you think you are ?
van
41.Which do you prefer, bee or mosquito ?
none.
42.Are you scare of insects ?
yeah , exp small ants .
43.If you saw Ghost, what will you do ?
run .
44.There is a admire of yours, he won't die heart, what will you do ?
ignore him .
45.If you & your clique quarrel, what will you do ?
find out what happen .
46.If you quarrel with your boyfriend/gf, & he/she wants to break, what will you do ?
den break .
47.Do you love soft toys ?
YES !
48.Do you think you are gay or les ?
none .
49.Have you enter boy/girl toilet ?
yeah .
50.Who do you wish to be talking right now ?
Anyone . Him !
51.Are you bored now ?
no . not in the mood .
52.Are you blur ?
at times .
53.If you can have your hair dyed, what colour will you dye ?
RED !
54.Do you wear specs ?
sometimes .
55.What is the colour of your shirt right now ?
Yellow .
56.What brand of school bag do you use ?
converse .
57.Have you bathe ?
yeah .
58.How many people are there in your family ?
4.
59.What is your full name ?
Vanessa Ng Kee Eng .
60.Lock yourself in the room or use penknife cut yourself ?
BOTH !
61.How much % do you give your boy/girl you are in love now ?
use to be 100% . but now . . . idk .
62.Do you miss your ex
i dun have any .
63.Are you scare of losing precious things ?
YES !
64.What is the URL of the person that you are in love with ?
http://www.w...............blogspot.com/
65.Do you hate him/her ?
idk.
66.Do you wish your mother is hugging you now ?
yeah .
67.Are you sitting or standing now ?
sitting .
68.Have you eaten ?
yes.
69.How many person you blocked in your msn ?
5 .
70.If your idol came into the country that you lived, what will you do ?
get high ?!
71.If you get to shake hand with your idol, what will you do ?
get more high (:
72.Do you have a pet last time or now ?
last time . 5 hamsters (:
73.Who is the last person you chatted on msn ?
BIAS Boyfriend .
74.How many people got beaten by you before ?
play or serious ?!
75.If your bf/gf don't love you anymore, what will you do ?
give up . because there's nth i can do .
76.You won a car, what will you do ?
DRIVE !
77.If your bf/gf cannot live more than one week, what will you do ?
be with him for the rest of his life . & pray !
78.If you fall down, will you stand up by yourself or ask someone to held you up ?
faster stand up . cos very pai seh .
79.How many TV(s) do you have ?
2.
80.If this is your first date, what will you be wearing ?
jeans ?! shirt ?!
81.What is your email address ?
qiying_92@hotmail.com
82.Who do you think that annoyed you the most ?
irritaing ppl .
83.What school are you in now ?
ITE college East !
84.Do you like your form teacher ?
okok .
85.In school, who are you most scared of ?
late for exams .
86.Which instrument do you wish to have in your house ?
piano .
87.What will you do mostly on the weekends ?
Service
88.Do you prefer fever or flu ?
flu .
89.Prefer laptop or destop ?
laptop .
90.What colour specs are you wearing ?
black plus white .
91.What fruits do you like most ?
orange , pineapple .
92.What colour do you like most ?
GREEN !
93.Prefer iphone or normal mobile ?
iphone .
94.If you pants drop at a crowded place, what will you do ?
i'll never go that place again .
95.Are you scare of chili ?
nope . i love chili .
96.Are you wearing any accessories now ?
sex band .
97.Do you like rainbows ?
YES !
98.What subject you love most ?
Science .
99.If you will to present to the person you love with & the whole school, what will you do ?
be normal .
100.Which do you prefer cute/chio/handsome boy/girls ?
cute & handsome (:
Tagged 10 ppl to do
1.BIAS !
2.Rita
3.Madeline
4.Alicia
5.Shi ling
6.Kelly.lee
7.Jovena
8.Ziying
9.Serene
10.Shakinah

this is suppose to be my last week of holidays . LOLS ! from monday to wednesday . i've been going back to SCHOOL !
sick , man . cant go chalet .
BF meet me to pass me Rita & Shakinah bday present . (be nice to me )

anw , THANKS MELV , you have exams & you still put your time on me listening to my stuffs .

i don't dare to hope any further .
because i don't want Disappointment anymore .
there's nothing i can do to make you stay .
if there is , do let me know .
just let me give up quietly .
i'm not hoping for any of your presence anymore .
i can't hold on .
i don't want Heartache anymore .
THANK YOU --- GOODBYE !

Thursday, June 25, 2009 @ 11:49 AM

HAPPY BDAY SI LING-22/06

anw her bday celebration was super duper Great & Fun !

Photos are on facebook !

Sorry guys that i came LATE & the FIRST one to go off .

because i'm going to find my Usher team

i called Darren & he told me that EVERYONE has arrived exp me !

i quickly rush down then end up . Goddiva didnt come ! HELLO ! Darren i got things on that why i'm late ! (:

anw i bet we had a Great Fun ! exp ELISHA & COGELS ! thanks for *trying* to scare me & Jaslyn . but wont works all the time !

&&&& today its the las Song of Solomon ! yeah ! i can go (: (it feels like i go only the first one & the last one) LOLS !

i GOT my RESULTS !

GPA 2

Both modules i got a C !

anw although it is nort a very good results . but it still feels good because this module i felt that it is very diffcult !

Today Got TWO CRAZY girl who wanted to wake me upp . total SMS send 36 , time 5.05am to 5.45am

THANKS MAN ! but it didnt wake me upp & my HP didnt hang ! (:

Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 12:32 PM

Can’t count on you most of all when I really need it
It’s the simple things that you do really hurt my feelings
The more I try, the more I’m starting to see it
This can’t work anymore, than you believe it

Goodbye may come as a shock
Even though I love you a lot
I’ve given every breath I’ve got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

Add how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

Add how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

Listen…

I just don’t know what the problem is, what the deal is
Was I there too much, did I move too fast, I couldn’t see it?
All these promises are probably how you deal with it
I’m tired of hearing you say your innocent

Don’t think I forgot
Because I really didn’t, who cares if you’re lying or not
I’ve given every breath I’ve got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

Add how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

Add how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

We all make mistakes
Sometimes we do desperate things
What does it prove? NOTHING
And you never do nothing wrong

Then what took you so long, took you so long
Cuz I keep, keep hanging on, keep, keep hanging on

Add how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

Add how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me
So don’t promise me

Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 7:16 PM

i need to repent

Sat svc , i cried out during worship . i felt that God speaks to me .

telling me to let go & if i would ever leave Him even things goes very very wrong ?!

NO ! thats what i told God !

but seriously . i'm sorry God ! i'm Sorry !

i need to change . my Attitude . Almost Everything .

God you will always be by my side & Never leave me or forsake me .

Thank you Lord !

Every though Great Disappiontment will come . but i'll NEVER give up !

i'll not ask for more , & wait for your time-table to come .

i'll wait . because You have Greater things for me to do Now !

You've be Good to me.

My Abba Father !

A Person Who Serves !

Today i'm leaving All my Troubles behind !

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Thursday, June 18, 2009 @ 9:17 PM

Things girls don't realize....

1. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch Goodbye.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

11. Guys are very open about themselves.

12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

14. Guys love you more than you love them.

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.

16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.'

23.If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

32. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.

33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs. haha it's true..

34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

LOLS !

Monday, June 15, 2009 @ 9:55 PM

Tag Quiz on Xiu Wen's(nu er) blog (:

All of the 14 people must do this quiz , unless he/she doesn't have a blog.
Write the name of 14 people you can think off the top of your head.
Then answer the question.
(Not in order)
1.Bias
2.Madeline
3.Alicia
4.Shi Ling
5.Zi ying
6.Serene
7.Rita
8.Kelly.lee
9.Cherie.Koh
10.Jace
11.Melvin.Lim
12.Keefe.Tan
13.Dorigo.Cai
14.Esther.Woo

1. How did you get to meet 7(Rita)?
-Mayflower Secondary (:
2. What would you do if you & 13(Dorigo) never meet?
-At Church. Same Cell
3. What would you do if 1(Bias) and 12(Keefe) date ?
-That will Never Happen cos 1 is my Bf (:
4. Have you ever seen 14(Esther) cry ?
-No.
5. Would 4(Shiling) & 11(Melvin) be a good couple?
-YES YES ! of cos (: (i wish they are tgt) haha!
6. Do you think 11(Melvin) is attactive?
-Hmms, maybe ?! lols .
7. What's 2's(Madeline) favourite colour ?
-Blue
8. When was the last time you talk to 9(Cherie) ?
-sms counted ?!
9. What language does 8 (Kelly) speak ?
-Chinese , English our own language (:
10. Who is 13(Dorigo) going out with ?
-His Girlfriend
11. What grade is 12(Keefe) in ?
-Poly First year
12. Would you ever date with 10(Jace) ?
-Why not ?! she's one of my besti (:
13. Where does 5 (ziying) live ?
-Farrer Park
14. What's the best thing about 3 (Alicia)?
-Very entertaining (:
15. What would you want to tell 10 (Jace) now ?
-She rocks my world (=
16. What's the best thing about 8 (Kelly)?
-Always laughing (:
17. Have you ever kissed 5(ziying) ?
-No . but she kiss me (:
18. What was the best memories you have with 7 (Rita)?
-Thousand & Millions to list (:
19. When's the last time you're going to see 6 (Serene)?
-Sat svc (:
20. How is 14 (Esther) & 12 (Keefe) different ?
-Sex , Different cg , Age , Hair . . . lols
21. Is 6 (Serene) pretty ?
-YES ! of cos (:
22. What was the first impression of 11 (Melvin)?
-is he going to be my team helper ?! lols
23. How did you meet 5 (ziying)?
-ITE of cos (:
24. Is 1 (Bias) your best friend ?
-Of cos . He's my BF (:
25. Do you hate 12 (Keefe)?
-I dont hate him . he's my cg member , so i 'love' him (: . lols
26. Have you seen 4 (Shiling) on the last month ?
-DUH ! cos if i dun see her later she miss me .
27. When was the last time you said to 3 (Alicia)?
-Last week ?! idk :(
28. Have you been to 5's (ziying) house ?
-No.
29. When's the next time your gonna see 10(Jace) ?
-This Sat svc (:
30. Are you close to 13 (Dorigo)?
-Some How ?! cos same cg (:
31. Have you been to a movie with 4(Shiling) before ?
-No . Cos i always give her areoplane :(
32. Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8(Kelly)?
-No ! for what ?!
33. Would you give 2(Madeline) a hug ?
-Of Cos ! thousand of hugs !
34. When have you lied to 3(Alcia) ?
-Unless i want to trick her (:
35. Is 1(Bias) good with socializing ?
-YES ! my bf is the best (:

Tuesday, June 9, 2009 @ 9:30 PM

saw this quiz on Alicia's blog

ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE:Somehow?!
B - BIRTHDAY:22dec
C - CRUSHING ON:Clothes
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD:Plain water ?!
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO:my younger brother ?!
F - FAVORITE SONG:Pocket full of sunshine
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS:BOTH !
H - HOMETOWN:Singapore
I - IN LOVE WITH:songs ?!
J - JUGGLE:no
K - KILLED SOMEONE:NO that will NEVER happen
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: travel to other country counted ?!
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR:Strawberry
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS:3
O - ONE WISH:Slim down (:
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST:Low Chew Hoon
R- REASON TO SMILE:Happy ?! but sometimes fake ?!
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD:xiao jiu wo
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP:1.02pm
V - VEGETABLE(S):depends
W - WORST HABIT:last min & late for stuffs .
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD:no
Y – YOYOS ARE:you mean the toy ?!
Z - ZODIAC SIGN:Cap

THE CANS:
Can you dance?:No
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?:No
Can you whistle? No
Write with both hands?:Can but left hand very ugly
Walk with your toes curled?:Can

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?:Maybe?!
Do you believe in miracles?:YES ! becuase God make them happen (:
Do you believe in magic?:i dun belive in magic but belive in magic tricks
Love at first sight?:maybe ?
Do you think there's a Satan?: yes
Do you believe in Santa?:NO . NEVER !
Do you know how to swim?:yes!

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?:Yes ! once !
Have you ever asked someone out?:Yes . DUH !
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: DUH!
Have you ever been to the ocean?: no
Have you ever painted your nails?:YES !

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?:35& above ?!
What radio station do you listen to?: 89.3
What was the last restaurant you ate at?:mac counted ?!
What was the last thing you bought?:drinks ?!
Who was the last person you took a picture of?:Rita & BF

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?:YES ! during worship .
Ever cried yourself to sleep?:YES !
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: YES ! joyce's shoulder.
Ever cried over the opposite sex?:YES !
Do you cry when you get an injury?:depends but no
Do certain songs make you cry?:YES !

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person?: ppl say i'm a bubbly person (:
What can make you happy?:close frens ard me .
Do you wish you were happier?:YES ! YES ! YES !
Can music make you happy?:YES ! i must sing tgt with frens (:

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?:TWO times ?!
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?:yes , but i'm still alive .

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?:black
Current piercings?:its close . use to have 3
Have any tattoos?:no
Eye color?:black

i pick up those stuffs you given to me .
i cant resist by the music that i'm playing
tears are coming out .
i wish i could respect you before .
i'm sorry .

Friday, June 5, 2009 @ 7:39 PM

can i see you again

Photos taken at Marine Parade Library , Sam is the Ah Hai one , dunno how to come (:

HAPPY 17TH BDAY RITA THEW YUN XIN(M2PKP)

-4TH JUNE !

she's already lehs . 17th ! LOLS !
we had a Great fun with her classmates i bet Jun Wei also enjoyed Rita company (: Haha! jk hor! i'm just trying to hint *someone* lols .
&&& guess wat ? i'm lyk the only one who is damn high there untill all of them ask me not to sing & Ser & Hoon says 'Van know how to sing this song better skip' !!!
lols . how can liddat say me ?! i very sad lehs ! Haha!
BF , i think both our bday we are in dead meat , because . . we smash the cake on Kinah & Rita's face ! lets go MIA on our bday !

i when for express medicure when my nails was lyk , SO DAMN SHORT !!!!!!!!!
the lady was very poilte , she's from Malaysia & this is the First tym i go for medicure (:
the lady: Do you have a Boyfriend ?!
van: nope.
the lady: sure or not ?! i thought those girls in your age sure got boyfriend de ?!
van: Haha! i'm different from them .
the lady: or your expectation for guys too high ?! you don't lyk singapore guys ?!
van: NO ! nobody love me thats why ! Haha!
the lady: sure or not ?!
van: Haha! idk . i don't need guys to survive ?!
i'm trying to say . the lady told me to get Malaysia guys because they are much more hard working than Singapore guys . i some how agree it ! Haha ! no offence to anyone (:

http://www.mixpod.com/playlist/23014568

Labels: when will it be again

Wednesday, June 3, 2009 @ 4:06 PM

because i think of you in sad songs

Exams are over !!!!!!!!!!!!! (:
overdue photos on shakinah's bday !

Honestly , i thank God for this friends (: without them , there WON'T be VANESSA NG KEE ENG TODAY !

BF,VEL,RONG,PANDA,MUMMY,STELLA,MAD,CINCAU,AH PAT AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST 'LOW CHEW HOON' SHE'S THE BEST IN ME FOR SO MANY YEARS ! I truly love them till no tmr . pls don't take them away from me .

For Good times & Bad times you will be by my side.

i'll be waiting for you to come BACK ! and i know you will!

Labels: come back to me

Monday, June 1, 2009 @ 6:27 PM

because its Love Sick

Happy Bday

-31st may brother Bryan

-1st June Benjamin Tan

i bought my brother a Mickey Mouse Hand & he likes it.

i fail my test ! i had never get this worst mark in my life

single digit . even my chinese i alos didnt get so low before !

seriously , i hate CHEMISTRY ! can someone help me ?! or its too late . cos tmr its the Final EXAMS !

anw , my emotion are getting up & down . i try to control as much as i can . but seriously , missing smth !

Labels: IMY